Hello, I'm a Whore.

The first thing you should know about me is that I'm a whore. I sleep with men for sex. Older men. Older, rich men. The kind that own big expensive companies, travel to different countries each week, & attend big exclusive parties. These are the kind of men you see in the news, flashing their perfect expensive smiles. The kind of men any ambitious young woman would like to cuddle up & be seen with at one of those big exclusive parties, & the kind of men that end the night in bed with me.

The second thing you should know about me is that I'm seventeen years old. No, my clients don't know my age, because the third thing you'll learn about me is that i'm a liar. I lie to protect my business, & I do it well. I never had a proper childhood, & I never dated anyone less than five years older than me, so acting beyond my years comes easily. I moved out at 16, & have been taking care of myself ever since. It's taken me a year to get to the point where I was willing to have sex for money, but to me, it's survival. I had run out of options, & I was scared & alone. Now I'm stronger than ever. Yes, it's a dangerous life. I have to meet with complete strangers in hotel rooms. Some of which have a tendency to get rough with their women... but this is how I make a living.

As much as this life comes with a tremendous amount of cash, it also comes with a price. I can't date. I'd make an awful girlfriend, sleeping with other men & then coming home & pretending to be faithful. I couldn't do it. I can lie to my friends, or to my family, but I couldn't lie to somebody I want to be with every minute of every day. I find it hard enough lying to my best friend. The only one who knows the truth is my older sister. She's my safety net. I call her before & after each job & txt her every free moment to let her know I'm alright. She's the only person that really looks out for me. The only one that understands.

You see, once you become a whore, you're alone in your secrecy. Nobody would want to know that's how you make your living, & nobody would accept you if you told them. You're leading a double life, & you're going to spend it alone, & financially well off.

This is my secret. My story. The only way I can really tell it. Anonymously. We all lead private lives in one way or another. But the truth is, everyone is a whore, & everyone is a pimp. We whore ourselves out to make money & we whore everyone else out to get to make even more. And you think you're better than me.

So do tell, who's YOUR Sugar Baby?

xxx

Lila